pps agm + farewell nite

2day start my day up(is yesterday actually)..
ntg special..
juz went for a knowledge competition...
got a nt so good feeling bout 2day...
n i duno y....
++ i oso duno y i write is english oso..


continue my story..
after the competition..
went for pps agm lor..
then ar..
spend quite much time wid her oso..
but..
mostly teman take pic (i sure is camera man lor)..
n oso go an wei ppl ( she go nia..i juz be noob)..
then..
duno y..
i suddenly do makanan punya barang again..
aiks..
suddeny..
got a ppl say me '近来做事很不醒'..
i got meh?
i cant say i didn..
cz..
kebelakangan ini sudah kee xiao..
after tat thing..
go bek library..
then continue my camera man n advisor de job...
be honest...
i cant even believe wat m i doing..
y cant i juz precious these times 2gether..?


after tat ler..
go bek home slp cukup-cukup..
then go peng soon house bbq..
as i had said..
i will hv the chance to gao bai (again) de..
but...
i juz duno wat to say..
then suddenly..
i m beside her..
n..talking nonsense...
throughout the nite..our friends got 2 types...
*hyperactively happy type* + *super duno y down type*
then..
i went back to my 'advisor job'
wakao..
i m throwing my chances away again..
n i didnt hv the feeling i m doing so...
wat m i??
aiks...
then..
nite..dream a vr vr weird de dream...
in the dream.. she is my girl friend..
really dun wana wake from tat dream..
but i hv to..
juz to...(face reality)..
i wonder i can give up if i fail to 'kao' when hari pps...