开心还是难过。。

最近。。
好像发现了一件我不想知道的事。。
在怀疑的当时。。
我既然可以突然变开心又变难过。。


我的朋友好像加入了比赛。。
他的举动让我真得很怀疑。。
他真的令我不知所措。。
因该把他例为我的情敌吗。。？
不确定。。
但我确定的是。。
我很不想有他坐我的情敌。。
他会让我不知要怎样面对他。。




u r driving me crazy..
juz cant stop tinking wat u juz tell me..
aiks..
suddenly ask me something bout her..
then ask u ask 4 wat u say nothing..
can u dun let me suffer like this..?
i m losing myself man..!!
i cant even talk a topic properly to her..

yesterday at my cousin's house is a good example..
my mood changed juz as u send tat msg..
telling me tat u wun b going 4 wesak n ask me wat time she will be going 4 duty..
wat i send to her is influenced byu this stupid feeling...
sumore until nid her to an wei me although she oso no mood...
wat the hell had happened to me..?!!


today it happened again..
afternoon i can sms wid her vr vr well..
but..
once think back yesterday's problem..
i m curious about wat is ur motive..
juz duno wat to say..
then..
no reply her aldy..


wat i have done..？
好想找回我自己。。
那个她说是个开心果的黄科泓。。