duno wat happen de PIG...(hope no muslim here)

haiz..
2day reli whole day qi qi guai guai..
many things happen 2day..
something should happen..
but didn't happen..
something shouldn't happen.happened...
why is life so complicated??
haiz..


the shouldn't happen de thing of coz is between lai lai n ah teh lor..
haiz..
duno y he turn up like tis..
actually yesterday got saw lai lai put de comment der..
got a bit shocked..
i duno wan how..
reli..
i duno whole thing how happen..
n i dun wish to noe..
cz i duwan my 2 frens de imej in my deepest heart being damaged..
honestly..
they 2 are oso great frens..
2 of them are oso frens tat are not selfish n love 2 help ppl..(as i noe)
but duno y such disaster will happen..
its juz like having a bom into my house..
so suddenly..
haiz..
hope tis bomming session will end soon..
haiz..


the other ting le..
is my own personal hal lor..
haiz..
2day reli vr funny..
i reli realize wat a coward i m..
she is juz in front of me..
i ji ran can dang zuo she bu chun zai..
cz y? cz too shy lor..
haiz...
then hor..
a kok keep on giv me courage to go 4ward..
but i juz too shy 4 tat...
duno y..
cz nervous ba..
actually 2day got many chances de..
but i juz miss 1 by 1..
at last sit in front her..(she reli vr beautiful..)
juz said a few words..
then she wan go home..
haiz..
duno like tis till when can better///
she now sick ady..
i pula dunoe wan say wat to her...
vr hilarious rite?
tats y i called myself a loveloser...